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MY DEAREST FRIEND,
HERE I am out of all patience. Not a word from America. The British ministry lingering on. Mr. Hartley uncertain what to do. No regulation of commerce agreed on. No definitive treaty of peace signed, nor likely to be signed very soon. My spring passage home lost. To embark in July or August would be the worst season of the whole year, on ac count of heats and calms. I don t see a possibility of embarking before September or October. The total idleness, the perpetual uncertainty we are in, is the most insipid and at the same time disgusting and provoking situation imaginable. I had rather be employed in carting street dust and marsh mud. Neither do I know how or where I shall get a pas sage. I could now go with Mr. Van Berckel in a fine new sixty-eight gun ship. In the fall, I suppose I shall be obliged to step on board a merchant ship loaded down to the brim ; but whether from Holland, or from some port in France, I know not. So many vessels will run away to England that I fear it will be difficult to find a passage from France or Holland. But we must bear it all if we can.
Our son is at the Hague, pursuing his studies with great ardor. They give him a good character wherever he has been, and I hope he will make a good man. It is unaccountable that not one vessel should have arrived from any part of New England since the peace, nor for so long a time before. But all is mystery. Pray write me. Don t omit to write, until I arrive home. Direct to the care of Mr. Dumas, a r/iotel des Etats Unis d Amerique, at the Hague, or to the care of Mr. Jay, at Paris. These gentle men will take care of your letters, if I should be gone.
Yours, with great affection,
- John Adams
- Letters of John Adams, Addressed to His Wife. Edited by His Grandson, Charles Francis Adams, Volume II, 1841